How could she......,, i dont know..

This is F***ing insane... God for the first time i have used bad words on a blog, but i got no perfect word to put their. If some 1 there understand these thing.. plz help me out.. coz i don't know what the reason.. Does all the females do this.. ah?? plz let me know. cuz she's the 1 who started this relationship and with out telling or atleast giveing me a hint abt whats going on.. she just leave me.. Wait..!! i got this question.. Does long distance relationships last long... or is it the communication makes it so fragile..?? give me some answeres.. any1, any1 out there.. plz. i need some thing to say to my mind.. so it would feel better rather than now. cuz i don't know what am i gonna do with my self.. DAMN.. never thought i'll b lyk this man.. never..!! Is it so easy for gals to leave a man and go for some 1 else?? for me can't.. how can i ever do that.. but i think i need to cuz i'm back to single...so... i don't know what i'm saying..plz.. guide me through this mess... i'm out of words man..i'm out of words..