Not again

Isn't it gonna over.. i can't do this and can't take this any more.. i'm trying so hard to forget, but it comes to my mind each time i try to do..yes it's true that i did it would become so serious.. but in the end it didn't went that way... Hmmm.. i don't know why.. but still it's on my mind and can't let go of u. but i want to.. plzzzz.. help me out.. ohh. it's too heavy for me to carry along with me.. to b honest i'm scared.. u know it mai.. and sry to say but ur the only 1 helping me in this situation.. Will it b lyk this un till the end.. ohh god.. my words wouldn't show the pain i'm having, but it huts alot.. can't say it in words...!!